Posted by A on May 20, 1999 at 17:19:02:
In Reply to: Re: Maybe we should both put less pressure on ourselves... posted by Theo Sodium on May 20, 1999 at 11:26:16:
yeah.. good for you on the haydn c
I just got back from a lesson..
honestly i am so frustrated. the problem in my wrist is pretty bad. I try to be optimistic but im finding it really hard to find a graspable hunk of hope.
My wrist hurts. I can only practice in the lower half of my bow because out at the point is my "Pain zone". And I can only play for fifteen minutes. My physiotherapist is in communication with my teacher and he suggested that I dont play "emotional" pieces; because Ill get, you know, involved and tense up a little.
Just today my teacher suggested that maybe I shouldnt play in her class concert which is next week because I dont need that stress.. ya-da
ive already had to quite my piano trio and my orchestra. and i
AH- im just frustrated... sometimes i wonder if its even worth playing if i cant just let go...
Im so frustrated i just want to play. LET ME PLAY!!
I feel like im wasting time, after all next year are my auditions for and im somewhat behind my age group...
anyways i should let you go.. i feel jumbled and stuff so ill go talk to a "live person"
hows vancouver?
andrea